I filed this under Health, Mental Health that is. I just finished watching the Miami Vice movie with Colin Farrel and Jamie Foxx, on video. I saw it in the theater when it first came out, as well. I don't think it's that good of a movie, but I love anything South Florida. I lived in Miami for 7 years. The scene that most brought back memories for me was the scene at the end of the movie when Sonny sends off Isabella. The scene is set in the morning, just before sunrise. The air is so rich at that time of day; and especially in The Keys near the water where the scene is filmed. And the safe house they use in that scene, like the one from the original Miami Vice series, are so cool. Now they're very expensive.
So I'm inspired to get my ass back there for good. I'm in Michigan right now, and growing ever weary of the snow as the years increase. The summers in Michigan are nice, but the Winters suck. I would like to have a lake house in Michigan or Wisconsin for the summer, and my primary residence in South East Florida near Miami. And if I have enough money, right smack in the heart of Miami.
I'll have to make a small fortune in the next couple of years. I'm going to watch something on TV or watch an episode of Miami Vice or read something in a magazine or on the web about South Florida every day to keep me inspired. I've grown complacent. The last time I was there I vowed I would never leave, but here I am. I let another person get inside my head and then I lost site of my goals. So tonight I am rededicating myself to returning to South Florida permanently. Every day I will review my goals and determine if I have made progress toward reaching them in a reasonable time. Every day I will do something that brings me closer to a permanent move to Miami, and in style too, no bullshit. Every day I will remind myself how, and under what circumstances I lost sight of my dream to take permanent residence in the Miami - South Florida area. How I let someone get inside my head when I was living there. Every single day!
Yes, I'm angry. I lived there for 7 years. I loved it most of the time. It's not perfect, like anywhere else. But the weather is kick ass, in my opinion; and I like the latin flare. When the occational hurricane threatens I can go to my lake house in Wisconsin or my Ranch in Montana. So I'm going to make some obscene amount of money and be prepared for my move to SoBe when that day arrives.